Where does time go?
04 Jun 2011 Leave a Comment
in Randomness
It seems like time is just flying by these days. I swear I blinked and the month of May was gone!
So far, I have yet to start my BFL challenge. I am a person made up entirely of my excuses and I simply cannot focus on what I want to accomplish. I tell myself I want to do these things, why can’t I get them done, what is really holding me back? Probably nothing important, just a bunch of lame excuses.
Before when I wanted to start a BFL challenge it was simply to build strength and tone up. Now that there is a new boy in my life (I am not quite ready to share those details just yet), I have another reason. In the past two months I have gained roughly 11 pounds. HOLY CRAP. Man, I can feel it too. I feel uncomfortable and bloated…… I feel like ASS. I am also quite certain my ass is going to start needing its own zip code. What is it about dating someone new, all those fuzzy feelings, that make me want to eat like a 12 year old boy? I think I need BFL to drop this weight. It honestly has nothing to do with physical appearance (seriously this guy makes me feel BEAUTIFUL…). It has everything to do with feeling tired and sluggish and dammit I can’t afford to go buy new jeans. I hope with this new found motivation to feel better and the teeny tiny size of my income, that I will be able to follow through with the program. Wish me luck people, I am officially on a mission.
